Current mood:	aggravated
Current music:	that one.. Rock'n Roll song..

On of these things is not like the other...
yeah. so. I decided that I don't really care for Edinboro much these days. Granted, there are some people here that I've had some great times with, and I will miss them when I move back to Erie.. which I realize is oh so far away.. but I don't know. I'm starting to think that its seriously one of the worst places I've ever lived. ever.

Primarily.. Is it a sign of the times that everyone here is just all consumed with getting loaded and then seeing who they can fuck? hmm. Granted, I've gotten drunk and kissed people before, whatever, but its not a nightly thing, or even a conquest to see if I can.

Maybe I'm getting old. Or maybe I actually am more traditional that I originally thought, but I remember a time when people actually were interested in the ones they hooked up with, and kissing was something kinda cool, instead of a way to spread disease to the whole town.

Argh. Is it like this everywhere though? Or have I gone mad.. or am I just hanging out with people who are immature and stupid. or.. am I old?? (again, I know)Granted, I am in graduate school, which doesnt make me completely awesome, but I seem to hang out with my fellow grad kids or other college kids my age, or else its kids that are anywhere from 25 and have no job to 19 year old freshman. ah HA! maybe that is the reason.

so yeah. in a couple weeks, goodbye edinboro! not that erie is much better.. I'll hafta come down for one more semester of classes, and then its internship time.. then off to philly or some other unknown destination...

of course, I'll be seein' my darlings. and you can always come up to erie and see me anytime.. haha. but edinboro. ugh.