Current mood:	dorky
Current music:	at the library.. though i got the MPFW in the head..

kitchen knives and razor blades.
welp. yeah. i was studying, cramming actually.. and wound up here. oh internerd!

so.. life has been odd w/o the internet ruling my time. i kinda like it.. but get bored easily. i also drink too much. but thats not the internerd's fault. Ben and I are thinking about cutting down (?) ugh alcoholism. but what to do instead? its HORRIBLE that i cant remember what i USED to do b4 i started drinking. blah. and then, who to do it with? oh man. are my friends my friends? or drinking buddies? oh well. too deep of a thought for now.

anywho. i didnt get the 14 dollar/hour job at the barber center.. but my actual job just called, and i'm finally going to get more hours.. woot! my money prob shall be saved? helped? iunno. somethin'. I spent money like i actually had a job for the past few weeks. blah.

school. is crazy. test tomorrow. ugh ugh. friends are awesome! I love everyone! life is finally getting back into line.. a good, comfortable happiness! although its still crazy.

yes. i'm beginning to sound like a lamer.

who wants to go to a show?? i also need out of this armpit of humanity they call Edinboro.